San-chai Shaadi Proposal

I'm often shy, weak, quiet and childlike, immature as others say. I wear make up to hide my weakness, when I go out i always fall and bump into places but then I was able to make it safely. I\'m a student doing online job I earn without working. If you wanted to get to know me I hope I placed everything here. My picture is smiling but at the same time it hides a lot of pain, from my past mistakes. I'm sorry for being personal about myself but as you see I just want to be honest, because I dont want to turn out to be the girl you never expected me to be. So before you show interest I hope i said enough. And please in contacting me respect me, no harsh words or bad things I have had enough pain.

My parents are separated, now I only live with my mother and cat. My mother is dependent on my auntie for financial support. I study hard because when one grades drop she receives less financial support from my auntie. My caste here in Philippines is Cagayan Valley Ilocana and sad to say I am an outcaste from my mistake in trusting a boy who i had truly loved before. Now I cannot return or show myself to my relatives until I am married to someone who had accepted me and my past.